Its been awhile...

hey whoevers listening, how are you all?

great? lucky you.

so lets see. school is allright at the moment...... ive been talking to a few people more often, which is good, because they are good people, namely Corinne, Ebony, Sophie, Rhoda... you guys (well girls) are awesome.

well a friend of mine doesnt really want to know me anymore.... ohwell, doesnt bother me that much, i guess its one less to invite to the fire this year...

who wants a hug? i like hugs at the moment.... so if i ask you for a hug randomly, dont be scared, i actually just like hugs, and i promise i wont stab you to death (if you give me a hug)......but if you DONT.....ill be crushed.....

i made a great analogy to myself today.... to a piece of shiny metal, which those who know me, know i like shiny things.... so ill share my deliciously shiny analogy with you all.

im like.... im like a piece of metal, thats been shined up a long time ago.... for a while i was all shiny and nice.... but everytime someone hurts me in any way, they put a scratch on the metal... and well a scratch doesnt seem like much.... but over time, more people add their one little scratch.... or some people add lots of scratches... some people even like adding scratches....... which is a little bit mean, but hey, what can i do........ now this probably doesnt seem to bad.... but if you keep scratching a piece of metal... eventually it will leave a DEEP mark, and the metal will never be the same again.... the metal will be useless, the metal will be weakened, and all it would take is a few more scratches, and the metal would simply fall apart....... So people keep on scratching, thinking the scratches heal, or knowing they dont, and assuming that the metal is far too thick to ever get damaged. the only difference, is in metal, that glint it gets in its reflective surface is the first thing to dissapear... but for those who havent noticed, the glint i get in my eyes was the last thing to dissapear, the last warning sign, and that has been gone for years.

well i really couldnt be bothered extending that metaphor anymore, i think ive raped it for all its worth.

so now onto new business

i am going to make 2 lists and update them maybe every blog....

the first list will be people who have hugged me.... this is a glory list and if you are on it, you're awesome.

the second list will be people i want to hug, and that means i probably will.... so this is your advanced warning list. heed this warning and be prepared to be hugged by the white weirdo.

LIST 1

Corinne, Ebony, Rachel whitford, ELA ofcourse, missy, Natale.

LIST 2

Courtney, Annie, Sophie, Bella, Alice, Katie Hamblin (why not), Wendy (this year), Rosa, Jenny(casula), Tahlia, Corinne again (and again and again and again....), Paige (why not), Emma (again, why not), Tansy (what a challenge!!!), and thats all for now (if ive fortgotten you, you arent off the hook yet)

so yeah... thats an update? well i guess it is....

also the cake is a lie.......

So until next time, "insert signoff here"